Sunday, March 24, 2013

暗恋?

大家好 :D
之前几个都是用英语更新的
大家都还习惯吗?XD
今天不是要说今天发生的事
而是我的情感
所以选择了华语来更新今天的部落格

说说暗恋吧。
我想我根本没有体验真正的暗恋
他们说暗恋都是美好的
因为是在朋友之间产生的一种微妙的好感
而独自享受爱人的那种幸福;
他们也说暗恋,好痛苦
因为是在朋友之间产生的一种微妙的好感
藏在心里不敢说出来
深怕触碰到朋友间不可碰及的界限。

所以
暗恋是美好还是痛苦的?

个人不同吧。

当两个人之间建起了友情
友情之中擦出了爱情
其中一方就会贪婪地想要更多。
他/她没有错。
可能他/她只是爱错了人
或者爱在错的时间
又或者在错的时间爱上错的人。

很多事情
想说却说不出口;
有时候
是没有勇气说出口。



Awesome . Earth Hour

Wow. It's 1200am >< and I'm suppose to sleep on my bed and having sweet dreams hehe. just a short update that to tell you guys, yesterday was the most awesome Earth Hour I ever had! ♥ First time 'celebrate' Earth Hour at Vivo and guess what? We played and played, sang and sang, blow and blow xD More photos  are coming, I think? ;P

People with candles :D

Nah. Can't see me ;( *Sad, sobs sobs*

About 1130pm only reached home. After bathing, had a warm milk before sleep haha. I love milk, MILK LOVER TeeHee. 



Friday, March 22, 2013

Friday . Holiday

Hey bloggers there! Forgot to mention that after today it's official school's holidays! Totally forgot that there's gonna be one week holidays -w- But you know what, I think most of the students this holiday are not for them, accept me. FULL OF HOMEWORKS and FOLIO. Hahaha. Feel so wanna hang out this holidays actually, but still gt a lot of TUITIONS. *sobs*

Yet,
As a student, I should happy because there's holidays right?

Chatting with Danny today during Physic's period. For the first time, I share with a guy my latest love story. I thought these will make me feel better yet it's not. He shared alot with me too. Haha. and for the guy I like now, it's time to put you down. It's so much tired to care about you but you didn't bother at all. We didn't talk to each other for 75 days if not mistaken. Maybe I'm the one who like you only, but we can still be friends right? Why are we like strangers now? Did you think about it before? You really can don't bother at all? I really wish I can be friend with you although not couple. What to do? My wish won't come true.

Between, my birthday coming soon! 


Cheeeseeeee ;目

Thursday, March 21, 2013

Random Thursday update.

Hi bloggers. Today was really really random and my secondary school life for today just passed like this. LOL. And yea, today is the day for the ex-form5 to come back to take their SPM result. Saw many seniors that I never seen before and some of them I miss so much.

For SMK Taman Connaught, there are 2 connaughtians that scored straight A+s for their SPM and 38 connaughtians score straight As! Congratulation! Proud to be a connaughtian! SUDDENLY. hehehehe.I stayed at hall for half day actually, do nothing, although people ask me to came down to do editor board's thingy. Haha, after most of the ex-form5 got their result and left, me and friends having some serious but funny conversation with teachers *huh?okay, I've no idea what am I talking about ._.* Teachers are not that scary la. They are so kind and understand student because they'd married and have their own children. I love to chat with Pn ChoongSiewLee. She is so kind that she keep share with us her own old stories and answer all our silly questions. I think I must study hard for Biology or not I'll disappointed her. I'm such a good student, right? xD

Random Thursday. TeeHee 
*p.s:That's my brother's mobile phone. 

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Wednesday . Sukan tara


Hi Wednesday.

To put it simple, I'm totally wasted my TIME for NOTHINGGrrrr.
Half of the school's students absent today and teachers just came into class, call us to do our own things.

No students, teach what? 

I already told my mum yesterday that today I don't want to go to school, after school got SUKAN TARA weih. Discipline' teacher said will lock the main door to prevent students escape from sukan tara. That's why a lot of people ponteng today. Some of it came but went back early cause teachers didn't teach at all. What I do? Lepak lepak lepak. Haha. I'm lazy so I just merayau-rayau between 4S1 and 4S2 wakaka. Play 'wugui' (乌龟) with Jeisey WaiLeong ZhaoLim Alvin JunJet Joey hehehe. 

Pattern on my hand lol. So blurrr. What you see? hahaha. 

Okay, go to sukan tara. Today was just 100 meters and long jump. Phewwww. I thought there's high jump today. I got 1 point for long jump lol. I hurt my thigh because of the 100 meters. IT'S SO PAINFUL! I think it's time for me to exercise ( ̄▽ ̄)

Monday, March 18, 2013

Peace . Crush . Music

Hi people. 
I'm thinking to update my blog more in English
Hahaha
This mind won't be stand for more than 2 weeks
I think x)

Okay,back to topic.
since when I use a peace
whenever I meet the people that I know.
It's weird actually.
Imagine when you see your friend 
and she/he peace to you 
EVERYTIME.
This is what I do 
EVERYTIME.
so I'm weird? Not actually
at least my friends didn't think so xD


My weird peace hehe


Talk about my secondary school's life.
As usual
I've a crush ;3
If you're my blog stalker 
you will know ;)

I still miss him now.
very very very miss.
We are close friends last year
but now
we're like strangers
How come?
I told myself hundred times
forget him forget him forget him 
but I just can't do so.
I can't say that there were many memories between he and I
yet the memories he gave me was the most memorable 
the sweetest , and now, the most sad.




The toothbrush was here in my bath but not anymore
your thick scent was here but not anymore
I want to tell you that I love you but my number would appear as unidentified on your phone
You were in the photo in my frame but not anymore 
The hair you shed was here but not anymore
I walk on the streets without thinking
and tears keep failing 
Because you were here but not anymore, I can't breathe
Because you're not next to me, I can't linger around you anymore
I am dying but right now, you're not here, not here, not here
Because you were here but not anymore, I can't smile
Because you're not next to me, I keep breaking down 
I hate it
now I have no place to lean on.

-Gone Not Around Not Any Longer. by SISTAR19




I was curious about how to overcome a break up
so I searched for the method online
Then I found something that I could relate to
It said I should hurt as long as I needed to hurt
Just one day, just one day, can't I hurt for one day only?
because that one day will be like hell to me
Just like those lovers who easily forget and love again
I want to be like that too
If only I can erase you with an eraser 
I want to erase you a hundred times over
but our love is engraved on my heart like a tattoo 
So no matter how much I try , it can't be erase. 

-Eraser. by Ali. 

These are the songs that I always listen nowadays
the lyrics up there it's just part of the song
and it's Korean translate to English 
don't misunderstand that these songs are English songs -w-
still got one more actually 
feel so tired to type a long lyrics
so I just share the video la ;p

p.s: it's nothing related to the story between me and my crush,just random like the songs.




Video with lyrics. 

- Monodrama. by HuhGak feat YooSeungWoo


How is your Monday?
Hope you'd enjoy today!
;)

No peace for last picca x]


Thursday, March 7, 2013

Hard to say I'm sorry ♥


Young Ji _ Hard To Say I'm Sorry (Korea.Ver)



Lee, So Ra _ Hard To Say I'm Sorry (English.Ver)


A very nice song
Maybe you already listened before
haha
Cause before YoungJi and LeeSoRa
Many artists sang it and create their own music video too.

Hope you can enjoy it! 
:) ♥

Tuesday, March 5, 2013

March' birthday post :)

Today is a special day!
;)

Form 1 认识了她
其实
我真的想不起我们两个是怎么搭上的
=P

Our first photo together? My nerd face :B

TaaDaaaa, since when we knew each other, we seem keep sticking together xD

3 & 4 hehe :3 *my weird face garrrrr*


My first duo gave it to you!! xD

Crazy photos' time!

Seasons!

My first emcee partner ... :)

Peace! Group studied xD

Outing with AunChian :D

PEACEEEEEEE :D



Happy Birthday friend! ;)
虽然今年是我们认识彼此的第四年
不算多
不算少
但我们一起经历过的
不是一般人能有的回忆
初中一时和你一起说别人的坏话
还说要写密函给那个人要她反省;
初中二时一起讨论如何管理图书馆
然后还和图书管理员们一起庆祝
新年,生日
天使与主人的游戏
还有青色的桶 xP
然后第一次和你合唱那么高难度的歌;
初中三一起为PMR奋斗
我拿了成绩后哭到半死
你和Jeisey 还到处找我;
高中一
虽然现在只是三月份
但你已经听了我说了很多、很多
在我有困难的时候
在你的能力范围内你都会尽力帮助我
你这个朋友
真的让我很感动 :')

生日快乐,我的朋友 
永远的朋友 



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Late update here! 
YEOH AUN CHIAN!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! 
:D 

你的出席真的让我很感动 -^^-

今年也要回来! :P

Kekekeke :B


Happy Birthday to both of you!
你们都我生命里很重要的人! 
;) 

p.s: AC, why that day didn't pick up phone? ;x 

Monday, March 4, 2013

没有星星的 ‘星空’

其实
这段时期
我是在考着试的
><

参考书就摆在眼前
却完全没有心思要去读.

今天的Biology
肯定死了
Bye Biology
Rest In Peace.
=(

今天晚上又想起你了。
似乎生活上的所有东西
我都可以连接到你那儿
我想
我们就会这样一直到永远了。
就算以前
我们有过多少回忆
我们有多亲密
我们传过多少封简讯
我们聊过多少话题
这些回忆不会再回来了。
很多人都叫我忘记
我也想啊
但我就是忘了忘记他
怎么办?
我还会常常想起以前的他怎样帮我恶补学业
常常想起以前的他在工作上是怎样帮我完成
为什么当时就没发现
我们是两个不同世界的人。
我们从来没有在一起
只有我一直执着
只有我一直幻想
只有我一直在意
只有我一直逃避
对吧?
你怎么想
我不知道。
有人猜测
你有苦衷
哦,是吗?
不重要。
如果你从来没喜欢过我
那么苦衷并不存在;
如果你从来没在意过我
那么你根本没有认真看待我们现在僵持着的关系。

什么才能放开呢?
我没有自己想象中的开朗啊.





不存在的爱情,还有什么苦衷?
没有星星的夜空,还叫‘星空’吗?

I'm sorry - CNBLUE♥

Late update too hehe ♥

You can google search for lyrics if you want :) 
Just here to share that there are many such awesome kpop' songs 
If you're anti-kpop fans
then just ignore all my post about kpop
I didn't force you to ;) 



I'm sorry. CNBLUE :)♥

Dream Girl - SHINee ♥

Sorry for late update SHINee's comeback :P

19/2/2013
SHINee is back with their new 3th album 'Dream Girl :  The misconception of you. '



*Reminder: The video's quality is good ^^


Dance ver. 






Turtle - Davichi ♥


'A love story of a person who is trying to slowly forget old love.
Davichi came back with a medium tempo ballad 'Turtle'.The song ache the hearts of the listeners with the lyrics that is so calm and written in a distant point of view when talking about own pains. Also since spring is coming, the tremble makes our heart ache more. Double kick and Davichi is working together again to make a sentimental ballad and 'Hyo Young' of '5dolls' who has shown her abilities as an actress is appearing on the music video. '

' The best female duo of Korea is back.
It will make the spring of 2013 even better. '

:) ♥